Agnieszka Chylińska - Tapeta

I wanted it this way, because the world said
That this is the way and the only way
I don't want to be a superchicken
I don't want to be anyone, there is no me

I wanted to live this way, I wanted to be here
But here I'm looking for myself and there is no me anymore
Not a bit, no-no-not a bit

Washing, cleaning my whole day
Bearing children, doing my best
I'm here when you want me to
Puking at me if you want

You are floating 'round the house
Still you don't know what you want
I don't even know if you
Said that to me even once:
You are beautiful, I love you

Where am I?
I-I-I-I feel fear
(Fear)

Wine, food, me and you
Everyone in their fairytale today
Everything supposed to be here
Pretty, good, ha-ha-ha
I hate seeing that
Nothing is changing at all
That wallpaper is staring at me
With those evil eyes

I feel fear
Where am I?
Where am I?
I feel fear
Where am I?

Maybe I am stupid
Maybe others, others, others
Would go crazy over happiness with you
With you

Maybe I am stupid
Life will punish me
For not wanting to live
With a wallpaper, staring with those eyes

I feel fear
Where am I?
I feel fear
Don't blink like this