Ali Gatie - Lying anyway

Do you ever wanna hide and runaway
'Cause it's easier than dealing with the pain
If I said I really told you how I feel
I'd be lying to myself, I'm lying

You can call me in the night, I'll be awake
Lately I ain't even sleeping anyway
When I told you that I moved on
I was lying to your face

And I'll be lying anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this
To get over us

You left me, I'd be lying if I said I'm doing well
You were my heaven on earth now I feel like I'm in hell
I'm still tryna understand the reasons that you left
I don't know why I keep hope

You told me that it's over, we ain't never getting back
For some reason my heart isn't understanding that
I tried, I swear, I tried
To let you go

And I'll be lying anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this
To get over us

Do you ever wanna hide and runaway
'Cause it's easier than dealing with the pain
If I said I really told you how I feel
I'd be lying to myself, I'm lying

You can call me in the night, I'll be awake
Lately I ain't even sleeping anyway
When I told you that I moved on
I was lying to your face

And I'll be lying anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this
To get over us

Trust me, I don't wanna lie
I promise, I have tried
To get over this
I can't get over this

The day you left, I swear you took all my happiness
It's hard to see you being happy with somebody else
I don't want what's best for you, I want you to myself
Maybe I'm selfish, oh well

(The day you left, I swear you took all my happiness
It's hard to see you being happy with somebody else
I don't want what's best for you, I want you to myself
Maybe I'm selfish, oh well)

I'd be lying if I said I moved on
Id be lying if I said I'm alright
I'd be lying if I said I'm staying strong
When I'm still losing sleep at night

I'd be lying if I said I'm not still falling head over heels for you
Heels for you

(And I'll be lying anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this
To get over us)

(Trust me, I don't wanna lie
I promise, I have tried
To get over this
I can't get over this)