Ama Lou - Real life

Oh, I had these feelings set on timer, baby
So I don't have to be out here about it
No doubt it
Might seem like I'm still deciding but no
And that won't even suffice me, baby
Oh, just please, keep trying
I'm wildin', not childish
I promise my love's the best deposit
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I was lobbying the time we spent
Played it down
Powered forward
Compared it to back then, ow
I was waiting to see what my body says
Could you be a more degree
Of my climate? No
I decided to realize
This real life? It's real life
I gotta do something
Not nothing
If not, I'm gonna stay burnt

I gotta be clearer now
Gotta be, gotta be
Doesn't seem big to tell you what big is
Compliment fishing
Compliment fishing
And so, I said, "Don't look sad"
I'll loop and come get you
Run loops around your sun
Oh, that just slipped out
Well, you know, I was not meant to fit in, oh no

I had these feelings are on timer, baby
So I don't have to be out here about it
No doubt it
Might seem like I'm still deciding but no
And that won't even suffice me, baby
Oh, just please keep trying
I'm wildin', not childish
I promise my love's the best deposit

It's always "Ama, where have you been?"
Well, there's no point in asking me now
'Cause I'm not gonna be there
That shit came, already broke me down
What the fuck have I been dealt here?
I told God, He can take it back
Don't wanna be the strong one this year
Rough side of the mountain
Nah, fuck that

I plan on leading
I plan on leading
Myself on to greener pastures
Planned on us meeting
Will you be there
Be on those pastures with you
At last? 'Cause I'm pretty sure that we both know
If not yet, then I plan to
It becomes a situation if not
Becomes a situation if not
And only one of us here is acting tough
Only one of us here is tough
So

Forget that, I'll get back
Forgive myself for my reactions
If you hurt, I respect that
But I still stand by all my actions