Ama Lou - I came home late

I'm starting to get this drunk thing
A coping method of the same damn strain
Already this morning, I've done 'bout fifteen things
Before you got here, I was up at 5 AM
OCD let me do this one thing only
Yeah, I'll be down to sing
But where do I stand?
Ask me how long have I let this thing own me?
It's all part of the game

I'm bleeding at night
I have no one to blame
Paid for some balance
But it turned up the same
We're eating the night up
Keep walking this way
I'm beat and I'm battered
Reluctant to change, oh

Your eggs over easy
Shows that your shady
There's some things that I can't explain, no I
How have I become so accustom to saying
Certain things I'd never say?

I'm bright eyed, and when I think of you, I
I might, I shed a tear
You've been holding me down better then
Most of my fears, so

I'm proud of the difference that's in between
Weren't I once the reason that you feel seen?
We're part of the same piece
So why'd you keep doing this to me?
Yeah

Wow, you got some big dreams
I wish I could be there
But we no longer speak
I've got some painful gains
Built into my foundation
Could I do it again?

And no matter what you say, at least I'm honest
It was just time for me to pick some better hobbies
This game only makes more problems
There's no need for VISA
We could probably charge it

I'm bleeding at night
I have no one to blame
I have no one
Paid for some balance
But it turned up the same
We're eating the night up
Keep walking this way
I'm beat and I'm battered
I'm beat and I'm beat and I'm beat and I'm beat
Reluctant to change, oh
And I'm battered

Your eggs over easy
So broken and shattered
Shows that your shady
There's just some things that I can't explain, no I
It's the hundredth time and still my mistake
How have I become so accustom to saying
I chose to stay
All these things I'd never say?

I'm bright eyed
When I think of you I
I might, I shed a tear
You've been holding me down better then
Most of my fears

I'm proud of the difference that's in between
Weren't I once the reason that you felt seen?
We're part of the same piece
So why'd you keep doing this to me?

You've taken enough shit from our life tragedies
But This ain't an easy hit you've gotta come swinging
But we ain't simple defeat
You know it's still just you and me
I swear