Awake - Reason

Optimist
Pessimistic when the weathers shit
Featherless
No wings in this heaven clique
Empty clips
Unloading in the winter mist
Bitterness surrounded the town
And sounded militants

I found dimensions in the warmth of your arms
These scorches and scars
Has left me in a forest so dark
You're breaking my heart

Space and time is tearing apart
Your smile is art

My darlings eyes of stars are so far

I've fallen again
Wishing i could flash back to the days when you were happily here

Now the tragedies clear
In reality i panic miss my family
Tears come to my eyes
When i remember
I ain't actually here

The past is my fear
I steer off the road goin 180

And i'm fucking going crazy
Cuz i really miss my baby

It's really hard to find a fuckin reason to survive

But what comes to mind
When you really wanna die