Bernard Park - Easier

Don't know what to do anymore
Delusions I have
they feel like memories
I hear the words
that I should have said
Don't wanna lose these wounds
that you gave me
It was easier
When you gave up and walked away
It was easier
Holding the pain
you chose to give me
What if I told you
That I was sorry
For all of the things
I put you through
Is it easier
For me to hide in all the pain
I thought that time
would heal all wounds
But it feels like these scars
ripped open up again
Cause everytime I see your face
The thought of my past mistakes
still haunts me
It was easier
When you gave up and walked away
It was easier
Holding the pain
you chose to give me
What if I told you
That I was sorry
For all of the things
I put you through
Is it easier
For me to hide in all the pain
I feel like I crashed through
the floor when you told me
That these walls around me got
you feeling so cold
But you left them torn
to the ground when you told me
That you're letting go
It was easier
When you gave up and walked away
It was easier
Holding the pain
you chose to give me
What if I told you
That I was sorry
For all of the things
I put you through
Is it easier
For me to hide in all the pain