Chronic Twilight - Union of Despair

Lost in a fog that never clears
Missing time by countless years
Held down by uncertainty
The clock ticks ruthlessly
Headlong into regret,
Wishing we had never met
(Union of despair)
Despair!

Isolated in the void
You and I, both destroyed
Lost hope and futile rage
Our calamity takes center stage

Wistful thoughts and moot lament
How my life came and went
Love is cruel, and it is crude
So desperate to watch us feud
(Union of despair)

I stay stagnant in regression
A demon bent on repossession
Loitering in a tired host
Giving flesh to a tired ghost

Silent in my self-defeat
I sink into self-deceit
Too infirm to get you off my back
Postponing my life,
To stave off your attack

Fearing there will be no end
To each other, we’re condemned
Bound together by rings and paper
With you as vindicator
Another day in this place
Another day until I’m erased
Another day in this place
Another day until I’m erased
(Union of despair)