City and Colour - Hard, hard time

I've become acquainted with the dead
And the gratitude I owe to them, I could never comprehend
So many things I still wanna say
And if the word is true, then I will get a chance someday

But I have a hard, hard time believin'
Anything on the other side
Could be better than the love that you're leavin'
When you finally close your eyes
So, live your life

When I think about my past
And all those things I know I won't outlast
Like how my debts will go unpaid
Livin' in this everlastin' judgement day

But I have a hard, hard time believin'
That anything on the other side
Could be better than the love that you're leavin'
When you finally close your eyes
So, live your life

But I (But I)
But I (But I)
But I (But I)
But I

I have a hard, hard time believin'
That anything on the other side
Could be better than the love that you're leavin'
When you close your eyes
So live your life