D3r - Im so delusional

… When you ain't around, I get stuck inside my head
It got me tweaking out as if I'm off my fucking meds
Ah, I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions
Just don't know how I do it, that shit is so intrusive
… I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful
… I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful
… I'm obsessed though, I just want you
You keep me stable, babe, I barely deserve you
I'm depressed, I'm suppressed, I've been tweaking from the stress
I've been barely eatin' but I get cardiac arrest
I can't think, I can't think, I can't think, no
What is wrong with me? I'm sorry I've been off
There's only thoughts floodin' my head, telling me I should be dead
So I turn to social distancing, I'm normal once again
'Cause
… I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful
… I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful