Decline of Order - Leaving This World

I don't believe in heaven

I believe in pain

I believe in fear

I believe in death



Leaving this fucking world

As easy as a blade to the throat and a gunshot to make it certain

I hope you don't find me hanging, that would make this all not worth it

life after death seems benign, but I am willing to take the chance

just to stop time

how many months? I'm still counting

I'll put a gun to my head

I just want to say fuck it and to dump some lead

I'm tired of waking up wondering why I'm crying

All of these fuck ups in my life, I would not mind just dying

Death is something that I take into perspective

Thoughts bleeding out wondering where the f*cking respect went

All of the choices I've made, the regrets I just can't shed

Can you get out of my fucking head?

While I live inside of you

All I can breathe is failure

take my hand