Departures - The Last Drive

I opened the car door and climbed inside
Trembling hands clutching broken pride
Stare through misted glass as my thoughts rewind
I was counting every breath, I was counting on the end

I just wanted a way out

As I pull out the street, it's now totally out of reach
And I keep repeating
I don't care

This is what it's like when losing everything is everything that you wanted

I should have cut out my tongue and filled that room with silence
That silence would never have brought me here
But sitting in this front seat as the mist begins to clear
I've never seen the rain look so beautiful

So now it's like our hands never touched
It's like we never said goodbye

I couldn't have given it all away, because it was never really mine
I'll always cherish this Friday night, holding my pride so fucking tight