Dull Eyes - Sleeping Hands

Sleep tight!
Another train's leaving while I walk by the tracks
I know I've been too slow, You only win when you're fast
My whole life I've been too weak and got too much heart
Maybe I'm better off forgetting my path
Whenever I try to keep my head up high, something's pushin me back
Mindfuck
I've really tried it but I cannot change my world view
Maybe I'm sick but what should I tell you?
You know I don't feel grown up enough to live
You know, dear love, there is nothing that I can give
There's no place on earth for those that got an open heart
Under the sleeping hands of Christ only the worst can hide
Oh mother of faith, I've looked you in the eyes and I know I'm losing the control of my life, All of your advice did not ever fit
You have to admit you failed and now I pay the price
One step forward, two steps back
another move, another dead end