Dysphoric - Allusion

Nerves shredded
the thin line between sanity and obscurity is broken
Footprints in my mind
Walking a path foreseen
Leading me to a well known spot
Where rays of light discover
an image of pain

My mind is alluded
Fields of sorrow are still untouched
But why this hunger?
For pain and suffering

Plain visions of misery reappear
Pale from the missing sleep
Living within the slumber of sadness
Slowly growing inwards
Mouldering before my eyes

Breathless breathing gasping for air
My brain is filled with a million thoughts
I want to empty my head for once
Listen to the silence of silence
A striking fear of being alone
Now my thoughts are doubled

Draped in depression
Death is always an option
Falling asleep to the sound of screams
I want out