Eden - Reaching 2

I saw the Northern Lights at nineteen
Pathfinding in the sky and staying up like that shit easy
Feeling I might call and make a mill' just like it's easy
Why should I save a world that would never save me?
And I've been burning both ends
Like I'm trying to see the end of time
Fucking like we fell in love with wasted life

What you waiting for?
We won't always feel this good
Waiting for?
Yeah, how would the right time grant what you want?
Don't you want to feel right standing on your ones?
On your ones
Yeah, yeah

It's just how I feel sometimes
I told you it's gon' be alright
But I only hear about you through friends now
(I only hear about you through friends now)

I didn't feel the time slip by
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
I guess we are who we are 'til we're not
(All good friends give good head)
(We don't wanna hear it)
(You were here so-)
And with my arms 'round my friends
'Til the bitter end
I don't really care
(I don't really need-)
What you really said
(Didn't know that was a last goodbye)
I can break my heart by myself
Guess we are who we are 'til we're not
(And I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching)
If it keeps going how it's been then we're gone
(Don't really care)
And if it's all in my head (In a minute)
I made peace with it
I'm still myself in the morning
I been waking up with a new friend
(I hate to not feel my love)
And they boyfriend and his new friends
(Yeah, oh)

So what you waiting for?
Build me up, I can't feel this enough
I called your bluff, I don't care if you walk this time
I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching
I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching

But it's just how I feel sometimes
I told you it's gon' be alright
I only hear about you through friends now
(Waiting for)
I didn't feel the time slip by
(Build me up)
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
I guess we are who we are 'til we're not
(What you waiting for?)

It's just how I feel some times
I told you it's gon' be alright
But I only hear about you through friends now
I didn't feel the time slip by
Didn't know that was a last goodbye
Guess we are who we are 'til we're not
And I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching
I don't want it