Ennui - Where the Common Sense Is Ruined

In the place where the common sense is ruined
And all kind of hopes are forever lost,
The light of existence is slowly fading in my mind,
I'm almost buried within these walls.

On the edge of insanity I count the time,
When they will embrace my flesh with belts,
When the chains of oppression will suffocate my mind,
They will cast away the last drops of my sanity.

Through the blinded window of the tarnished room,
Heaven casts its malicious glance,
Shattering noise of silence fills this empty space.
These deadly seconds resurrected the last delight of my life.

Within this mental leprosarium, among the dusted walls,
I observe the way they cure, scorching minds, devastating souls,
They amputate the joy, they cut out love, and they silence the voices of reason,
And those who are healed stay with emptied eyes,
Free from pain but left here forever.
They are condemned to stay within these walls once for all.

Open my mind and infest it with fear,
Open my mouth and fill it with screams,
Open my soul and fill it with grief,
Open my heart and fill it with bile.

And tear my flesh with your cold iron,
Envenom my soul with your black poison,
Destroy my mind, inhale the horror into me.
Repulse me from thoughts about life,
Bury my sanity deep in me.
Signs of consciousness will die in my eyes.
The edge between the realities is shattered to pieces.

Put your hand on my chest - you will feel no heartbeat,
Avulsed wounds are slowly bleeding.

My existence is denied, full of fear hopeless eyes,
Irretrievable loss of meaning.
Here is the place where common sense is ruined,
I will not ever remember my own face and name.

Imprisoned here within this maze of torment,
In the painful absence of light, my reality is ruined.
My reality is ruined...