Extortionist - Out Of Touch

You said “Never again”.
Yeah,Yeah.
You said “Never again”.

I succumb to the numb.
Don't want to feel my pain.
You said you've had enough.
So now I'm bound to the shame.

I never meant to be the weight that's weighing on your mind.
I stay out of the way but still your heart always clings to mine.
It's like a pendulum swing, but I resist from swinging to the side that I don't like.
I've got to feel the sting instead of feening on my vices and evading my mind.

I'm out of touch, craving escape in vain.
Negating the loss I've found.
And I self destruct.
There's pain in your patience and you're waiting until I come down.

You said “Never again”.

I'll never place the blame if you decide to walk away.
I never asked you to stay.
Alone behind the shades.
Don't want to show my face until I face my pain.

You try to save me but you can't, so just give it time.
Can only save myself.
But you get tangled inside my ways every time I unwind.

There's no salvation until I face my fucking pain.

I'm out of touch, craving escape in vain.
Negating the loss I've found.
And I self destruct.
There's pain in your patience and you're waiting until I come down.

Until I come down.
Until I come down.
Until I come down.
Until I come down.

Just walk away.

Don't wait. Avert your eyes and walk away.
Don't stay and watch me drown in all my shame.
Just leave, free yourself from my toxic ways.
You're free, just let me face my fucking pain.