Far From Earth - Identify

Disconnected from the inside out
Growing distant from the life I've known so well
I know this isn't where I'm meant to be
I hope one day the light will set me free

Set me free from my insecurities
Heal my wounds and stop this suffering
Set me free so I can finally breathe
But all I've done is fucking lie to myself so I can feel just fine
Been counting the days in the back of my mind
How long will it take?
I fear it's almost too late
To find myself again and break through the fault line

Is this life we live still filled with meaning, or will it all end up in vain?
I try to not let go of the reasons that I'm still breathing, 'cause I've been reliving this war

I've been placing the blame on everyone around me
Avoiding the pain that is mine to take
Victimized by my own self doubt
I can't keep justifying my own actions

Been holding myself back from the start
When will I ever learn?

Done lying to myself
Done with excuses
I'm still counting the days in the back of my mind
How long will it take?
Tell me it's never too late
To find myself again and break through the fault line

Shifting back and forth
Finding the truth in this reality
Where is my identity?

Is this what it means to truly feel alive?
Lost in motion
Stuck in my own mind
What else do I need to fucking feel alive?
Lost in motion