Far From Earth - Reoccurring

Stuck in the last few moments
I felt my world become so cold
Taking your place in the sky
While my heart becomes numb

To the pain that I see over and over
Constantly stuck in this motion
You held your head so high
But now it's buried under
Moments of another death
So unspeakable
I can't imagine watching all the suffering unravel

No seconds to react
You're already dead
Heart pounding in my chest
While I'm left here with this shaken feeling
I'm terrified of who's the next to leave me
Or am I the next to go?

No answers how or why this all began
I'm fearing what is waiting at the end

So tell me now
What is the reasoning for reliving
These tragedies
So tell me how
To find the meaning in this misery
Why is this reoccurring?

This separation messes with my head
I still envision you in front of me
But I'm still seeing ghosts of your former reflection
You'll never know what it's like to be missed

Another bridge burned
Another body buried
This is more than my conscience can carry

Who knew that this would be the final time that we'd ever speak?

I've been scraping and tearing my heart out for days
Tearing myself apart
While death danced on my brothers graves
If I could turn back time before the story unfolds
I'd save you if I could so my world wouldn't be so cold

The thought of knowing
That you stopped breathing
The thought of knowing
You're never coming back

With every moment I have to breathe
I'd never wish this pain on my own worst enemy
Emotions haunting me in my sleep
Nothing is harder to take than the ones taken from me