Forever Losing Sleep - I Lost Myself Again

I heard you scream from the other side of the house
I still can feel you shaking in my thoughts
And now you're broken
But I am broken too
I miss the days when we were young and you would shine

I know that I have tried to be a better man

There is nothing pure running through these veins anymore
There in nothing pure running through these veins anymore

Who am I
I thought the thoughts in my head would clarify
All the reasons why I can't always say the things I need to say to you
So I ran away just like I always do

I remember the day that I gave up
I lost myself, I lost myself again
Because I've lived and died watching the wither in your eyes
In your eyes

And I don't think I've ever loved anything more
Than the thought of growing old and loved
But the thought of waking up with nothing left and everything you know and love is gone
It scares me to think that I am young
And I've had to watch you break
So I learned how to ache like it was the only thing that I would ever know

Now all that I have left is this lump in my throat and the bags under my eyes
And now I know what giving up really feels like

There is nothing pure running through these veins anymore