Guiziec - Awaria

I stand and wait
I no longer know for what
I take in the air
Abandon sleep
The red light
Blinds my face
Depression has caught up with me
Not for the first time

A wiper's shadow on the window
Helplessly struggling
I look at the rain
As it falls shamelessly
The sun behind clouds
No chance for a show
And only in my head
Thoughts of you smolder

Oh Jesus Maria
A breakdown in my head
I still take medication
For a cheerful day
You are a challenge
I, like a scoundrel
Want to possess you
I am like a shadow

I crack open the window
That divides like a wall
I feel that in my head
I have a garbage dump of nonsense
This world on the outside
Wants to destroy me
And I don't feel well
And I feel bad about it

I notice in the distance
The beauty of your legs
You uncover your hood
Cross the threshold
Still, bad memories
Cut like a razor
And only in my head
Thoughts of you smolder

Oh Jesus Maria
A breakdown in my head
I still take medication
For a cheerful day
You are a challenge
I, like a scoundrel
Want to possess you
I am like a shadow

I fix what is wrong
I still pay the bills
The world doesn't want
To repay me
Love for you
Blinds me
And I feel good about it
And I feel bad about it

I stand and wait
I no longer know for what
I take in the air
Abandon sleep
Still, bad memories
Cut like a razor
And only in my head
Thoughts of you smolder

Oh Jesus Maria
A breakdown in my head
I still take medication
For a cheerful day
You are a challenge
I, like a scoundrel
Want to possess you
I am like a shadow