Gwendydd - Suicide

Screaming alone in the dark
Waiting for you to come
Wasting my life away
Scared of my past mistakes

I was never the one who told you to stop breathing
I was never the one who told you to just die bleeding

Replaying again the moments
Of your last words
Replaying again the words
I used to always listen to

It’s just a fraud
A nasty illusion called a life
You can lie and cry all you want
But we both know, I will never survive
Don’t try to fix me
I’m damaged beyond repair
I’ll die alone
I know you do

Your death is not real it is
in vain I can’t bear it
You will never see through
All you have ever said will kill me too

All I was before you
Will hate me now and forever you
are my nightmare
i can’t live with it

It’s just a fraud
A nasty illusion called a life
You can lie and cry all you want
But we both know, I will never survive
Don’t try to fix me
I’m damaged beyond repair
I’ll die alone
I know you don’t even fucking care

Kill yourself!
She’s dead!
Dead!

It’s just a fraud
A nasty illusion called a life
You can lie and cry all you want
But we both know, I will never survive
Don’t try to fix me
I’m damaged beyond repair
I’ll die alone
I know you don’t even fucking care
It’s just a fraud
A nasty illusion called a life
You can lie and cry all you want
But we both know, I will never survive