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So this is how it ends,
With my heart in your hands,
Looking forward to my death,
So my head can finally rest,

Take back the words I once said,
With every drop of my breath,
Maybe one day they'll make some sense,
And that day I fucking dread,

How can you take this from me?
With all the lies that you fed to me,

How can you say this never meant anything?
Why would you do this to me ?

All the hate left in my wake,
Was caused by your mental state,
Pushing me to the edge of my mind,
But there's still hope left to find,

How can you take this from me,
With all the lies that you fed to me,
How can you say this never meant anything

I want to live my life, and not just exist.
Here I'm just existing
I need to escape
Save me from my own fate

How can you take this from me?

I just exist

I want to live my life, and not just exist.
Here I'm just existing
I need to escape
(I just exist)

Save me from my own fate.