I hate heroes - Deception

So how does it feel to know
You're not in control of the life you lead
So you follow your heart is torn by weakness
Bitter resentment misery loves company
Bringing cowards to their knees
Faith in my mind or heart, in the throws of disarray
Faith in my mind or heart
Faith in my mind, faith in my mind or heart

But you're wrong you're wrong about me
And I don't need this hollow shell to breathe
But you're nothing without me
No spark no life no destiny
And this jealousy I breed is catching up to me
And I'm terrified that it lives and breathes
But it's just the tragedy I need

I love to hate the way I live
I've learned to love the way you
Give me your heart so blindly
Can't leave my past behind me

It takes a sick man to be prideful of his sins
But you know there's no escape
When you're collapsing from within
Need I remind you there's a poison inside you too
Consuming til nothing is left, resistance is useless
I have come face to face with my demons, and I beat them
You just love the way it tastes
Watching another go to waste, like you

I love to hate the way I live
I've learned to love the way you
Give me your heart so blindly
Can't leave my past behind me
Until I break I would give anything
I'd do anything it takes

Will you master your life, or will you stand by
Watching it slip away
Watching it slip away
Faith in my mind or heart
Faith in my mind or heart

I love to hate the way I live
I've learned to love the way you
Give me your heart so blindly
Can't leave my past behind me
One careful deception paints a vivid reflection
Until I break I would give anything
I'd do anything it takes

We walk on lines drawn in the sand
The frailty on which we stand
We walk on lines drawn in the sand
The frailty on which we stand