Jaurim - #1

I don’t know what is wrong and what is right.
It makes no difference, they’re the same things.

I don’t know what I can believe and whom I can trust.
There was no way to see, no way to prove that.

Why do I have to wonder and wonder?
I don’t know why, I don’t know why, I don’t know why.

I don’t know who my friends are, who my enemies are.
They love me some, they cheat me some, in the same way.

Why do I have to live with them, why do I love them?

I really wish I could belive in your sweet, sweet lies.
I close my eyes and tears are falling.
I really wish I could live alone with no one at all.
I close my heart and dreams are tumbling.
Tumbling, tumbling.

Sing, sing a foolsong. I’m king without a kingdom.
LaLaLa, I’m mother without a womb for my children.
LaLaLaLa, I’m lover without a lover.
I’m foolish clown of the world,
I’m foolish clown of the world.

LaLaLaLa, I’m king without a kingdom.
LaLaLa, I’m mother without a womb for my children.
LaLaLaLa, I’m lover without a lover.
I’m foolish clown of the world,
I’m foolish clown of the world.

I really wish I could belive in your sweet, sweet lies.
I close my eyes and tears are falling.
I really wish I could live alone with no one at all.
I close my heart and dreams are tumbling down.

So, I don’t know what to believe in, whom to rely on...