Kaliber 44 - To czyni mnie innym od was wszystkich

Knock, knock!
A dense angel's hand,
Knocks, knock!
Flowed down, touched my forehead,
Who's there? I ask who's there,
Insanity, new joy, lost paradise and remember,
That I never have enough of this shit,
My close ones, which makes me different from all of you,
Because in my head all gates stay open,
I see sound, destiny, war tam-tam's,
My body has been left on another plain,
Mind's maze, desire has sucked me in, you can feel everything,
Even the smallest shit, but there's no shit here,
This isn't the the earth that I have known,
Walked on, traveled, shat on and sold,
But how much have I bought of it,
You won't understand this,
Because there's no place for beauty in your head!
That's exactly my punishment!

*Give me your arms...*

A hundred pillows, millions of pillows,
I'm slowly falling, don't want to come back because of all the hurting,
And I dream my dream, a dream in reality!
I will stay in it as long as I can,
I hear voices where you say there's none,
And I see the stairs, my road to heavens above,
And I hear people's voices, all of them talking and blabbering,
And I see them looking, I know that they know!
Because I'm running on the fields of my unhinged consciousness,
And I shout and scream; there's neither hatred nor anger here,
It is a place of peace, my heart is full of love,
No more,
Those looks and gestures, smiles and all,
Motherfuckers don't even know where I am now,
They have no idea, won't let me explain,
They see you on the very bottom, and that's where they place you,
And nobody hears you, because no one listens to you
And nobody sees your slowly departing ghost,
You're cuffed, stashed away beauty,
And what to do, it is still hell and then my punishment!

*Give me your arms...*

Choose, choose, choose what you will,
Should I chop off your right or left hand?
You depart and come back then come back to depart,
You're nothing, or a coward, whatever you want,
So stay, I say for the last time, you'll fly away...
The cage door have shut!
And why do you do this to me, and why do you kick me,
Its my life, what can you tell me about it,
Its a part of my life like bread and air,
You haven't felt the longing like thorns,
You don't know yet what it is and it'll stay that way,
You're causing me pain, that's your take,
That you will do me well, that I don't know what I'm doing,
But this is my life and I'll take responsibility of it myself,
I don't want mercy, compromises, bullshitting,
You can't understand this, so only understanding,
And let me see your inner beauty as well,
Don't let me this be just my punishment!