Kristyna Myles - I'm Not Going Back

I was heading for breakdown, breakdown
I was living in a nightmare, nightmare
I was just about getting by
Another day like that and I

Might have stopped believing, believing
Thrown in the towel, I was leaving
All my blood, sweat and tears upon
But I'm glad that I carried on

'Cause something changed in me
I woke up to see
A shade of greys and blue
Letting the sunshine through
A whisper in my ear
"You're not finished here"
Just that ray of light
Gave me the strength to fight

I'm here and I'm here to stay
I'm not gonna go away
I've had my feel of that
And I am not going back
Took so long to get it right
Not one more sleepless night
I've had my feel of that
And I am not going back

I'm not going back (X6)

There were times when no one noticed, noticed
It was hard for me to focus, focus
Nobody else could see
It was all to much for me

I was feeling worthless, worthless
I couldn't see I had a purpose
But I kept on pushing through
'Cause I believed and I always knew

Something would change for me
I'd wake up to see
A shade of greys and blue
Letting the sunshine through
A whisper in my ear
"You're not finished here"
Just that ray of light
Gave me the strength to fight

I'm here and I'm here to stay
I'm not gonna go away
I've had my feel of that
And I am not going back
Took so long to get it right
Not one more sleepless night
I've had my feel of that
And I am not going back

I'm not going back /x8

I'm not going back
Not going back
I'm not going back
Not going
I'm not going back
Oh no
I'm not going back

I'm here and I'm here to stay
I'm not gonna go away
I've had my feel of that
And I am not going back
Took so long to get it right
Not one more sleepless night
I've had my feel of that
And I am not going back