Lil happy lil sad - Depression

Wake up no motivation
For months no inspiration
Spiral back to depression
When will I learn my lessons?

I don't know if I can keep on walking (on walking)
Not having fun no 'cause the money's talkin' (talkin')
I'm feeling empty so I keep on searchin' (on searchin')
I keep on trying but it's just not worth it (not worth it)
Wanna pack my shit and leave this place (leave this place)
Sick of waiting for no better days (better days)
I've got nothing wanna run away (run away)
Wasn't meant to be then fuck my fate

Wake up no motivation
For months now no inspiration
Spiral back to depression
When will I learn my lessons?

You won't, you can't
Now you're the worst
And you suck at all
That you do
You had it all
You fucked it up and
It's never coming back to you

Give up, don't try
You're just gon' fail
And you know it
To be true
You fucked it up
And it's too late
Now there's nothing
Left for you to do (to do)

I'll do it anyway
Get the fuck out my face
Don't give a fuck what you say
I don't fuck with change
But it's a part of the game
And guess I'm in it to play
So I try anyway
Get the fuck out my face
If I give up its too late
I got nothing to blame
Think I'm going insane
I'll be dead at this rate