Luxtorpeda - Gimli

I feel like I'm talking to wall.
In my own home I feel defeated
You turn your eyes away, we're passing each other in door
In my own home I'm defeated

Anger washes over you in silence.
It permeates the air, the flowers wither in the garden
evaporates and condenses, settles on the walls
house absorbs toxins and the wound festers
Indifference painfully stabs heart with knife
and hands feel so stragne and tighten the loop


I know that I have no chance,
so I'll try again
I will try again

you are silent again, do not answer
I don't know what you're punishing me for
Forgive me, I'm like a corpse
Give me a chance, we'll try again

The words of reconciliation are choking in a throat
in vice of claims, soiled in the bottom
The arid things taunt loudly what comes from love
And what is good, seems weak and pathetic
So much love spitted out between invectives
Every day soiled by us while looking for guilty ones

I know that I have no chance,
so I'll try again
I will try again.

OOOOOOOOOO! (x2)

There's so stuffy
I open the window
I breath deeply
And the cold air is blowing my face
You can't give yourself, so how can you get everything?
You have everything so close to yourself.
I scream out loud into the night, I think i have no chance
But I know that after all I will try again

I scream out loud into night, I guess i have no chance
But I know that after all I will try again

I will try again.