Maddox Theory - Diary of a Paranoid

Morning, I'm a lazy little dud
My day starts with a blink
I suddenly woke, abruptly provoked, by a puddle of virgin blood,
In my kitchen sink.
JESUS, MAN!

It's noon and I'm sweating... whatever you call it.
I need to speak to my doctor now,
Life is a mess, refrain to address, the elephant in the room,
I want therapy, I don't know how.

Life is not what we paint it to be, unfortunately,
Understanding reality

I die inside and weep
Behind the walls, the demons creep,
I curl in agony
Someone help me!

Afternoon,
I could barely drink my tea,
Am I seeing things that aren't there?
What's so wrong with me?

Sun's already setting,
The dark is keeping me scared,
Turns out, I am seeing things that aren't there.
I told almost everyone, nobody cared.

Life is not just a little game to play, sorry to say,
I see shapes in gray

I die inside and weep
Behind the walls, the demons creep,
I curl in agony
Someone help me!
The walls are closing in,
I am out of space to breathe
I writhe, is this the end?
Somebody out there, please help me!

It's midnight, 12 AM
In bed, wondering how tomorrow will be,
This is the millionth time this happens,
In a cage made just for me...