Make Friends - Is This Real

Is this real?
Or tell me, is this nothing?
I'm holding out for something
Understand me
I'm controlled
By everything and nothing
I'm holding out for something
But undeserving

I can't see you from another
Now I'm losing sense of shapes
Now the dull light forces you to get up
And you waste the day away
And I can't count another minute
With the curtains casting shade
But the dull light's got you like the others
Now we all fade

Is this real?
Or tell me, is this nothing?
I'm holding out for something
Understand me
I'm controlled
By everything and nothing
I'm holding out for something
But undeserving

Now I've moved, I've shown you my best
Are we still holding out?
Tell me more about your family
All paths that we can choose
'Cause I see you struggle with the others
Like I do

Is this real?
Or tell me, is this nothing?
I'm holding out for something
Understand me
I'm controlled
By everything and nothing
I'm holding out for something
But undeserving
Is this real?
Or tell me, is this nothing?
I'm holding out for something
Understand me
I'm controlled
By everything and nothing
I'm holding out for something
But undeserving

Is this real?
Is this real?
Is this real?
Is this real?
Is this real?
Is this real?