Malignant Curiosity - Definitive Solution

I can't believe what I have seen
Life is dying
And I am a part of the problem


Guilt and shame are haunting me
I am a destroyer
Guilt and shame are a part of me
I don't deserve this life


I am profoundly disgusted of my soul
Leaving my flesh to starve
Is the only way to give redemption to nature


I am hurt so badly...
My gift, in agony...
Drained out of energy...
Injured by treachery


To unchain the world from this cancer
I will burn it to the roots
We all are a part of it
I must hurry, time is running short before the dawn


Glorious finale
For me!
Epic conclusion
Inbound!


I have to end my days before the dawn
I will follow the watercourse to reach its cascade
And when I find it...
I will gift myself to the core that granted me life