Mental Cruelty - Excruciation

My execution has now lead to this road lost hope and one lost human soul
Something overcame me I'm tortured from within
Why has my spirit left me?

I am crowned with a plague.
Never resting misery.
And I gave my best,
But my best was not enough

One more useless human soul completes this agony.
Now tell me when do I find my end?

I have left this road of a falsified perception.
And formed an inner conception, instead.

Made of hate,
Cataclysm of me.
Decomposed life

Poison filling up my lungs.
From the hidden world of depth my end crawls apart.
The point of a spiritual abyss is reached.

At the end no one,
No one can save me.
From my never resting pain

Now tell god that I won't come back.