Mesh - Mesh - i can't imagine how it hurts

If I live a hundred years
I'll always see your silent tears
Violence is the way you live
The future's nothing left to give

I can't imagine how it hurts
I can't begin to find the words
And all the things I've ever done
Seem like nothing now

If I could make it go away
I would be there every day for you
Take my hands and squeeze them tight
And I will kiss your pain goodnight

I can't imagine how it hurts
I can't begin to find the words
And all the things I've ever done
Seem like nothing now

And in the nightmares you run away
You'll always come to the same decision
When the feelings tear like they won't repair
But we'll break it together I swear

I can't imagine how it hurts
I can't begin to find the words
And all the things I've ever done
Seem like nothing now

I can't imagine it happening
I close my eyes but it won't go away
I can't imagine it happening
I tell myself that it's so far away

I hate myself that you're so far away
I hate myself that you're so far away