Myka Relocate - Idle Hands

Now I'm stuck behind
Drowning this age means I don't want to make it
These empty eyes
Show that I'm dead if you look for a second

Day after day, ticking away
Idle hands will dig my grave
Going in circles, our head in a trap
Carried the weight of a ghost on my back
Lost inside the feeling
Living a lie that I'm stuck believing
Oh no, I won't look back as long as I'm breathing
Lost inside the feeling
Living a lie that I'm stuck believing
Oh no, I won't look back as long as I'm breathing

Trying to replace the fear that I will never change
I'm so afraid it will tear inside till I'm left with nothing
Tough to pretend, don't change me, don't break me in
I don't wanna choose, I still have so much left to prove

And at the end
It only matters what you leave behind

Lost inside the feeling
Living a lie that I'm stuck believing
Oh no, I won't look back as long as I'm breathing
Lost inside the feeling
Living a lie that I'm stuck believing
Oh no, I won't look back as long as I'm breathing

(I won't look back as long as I'm breathing)

I'll carve my eyes from the stone
Even if I go alone
My life my fate, I decide what buries me

My life my fate, I decide what buries me

Don't wanna choose
Don't wanna choose

Lost inside the feeling
Living a lie that I'm stuck believing
Oh no, I won't look back as long as I'm breathing
Lost inside the feeling
Living a lie I'm stuck believing
Oh no, I won't look back as long as I'm breathing