Nikki Yanofsky - Black Sheep

I'm trying to find myself
So I keep on pushing you away
I'm okay
A ghost inside a shell
Excuse to excommunicate
Out of place

'Cause I walk a different walk
I'm thinking different thoughts
You're thinking different's wrong
You got something to talk about
Only when I'm not around
You don't wanna hear me out

I love it when you walk away from me
I hate that I'm caring enough to cry
I wish I could tell you why I can't sleep
I've tried my hand at counting
I'm just the black sheep

I can't do nothing right
I'm rubbing you the wrong way
No matter what I say
I've got nowhere to turn
And you won't to help me carry the weight
I guess I dug my own grave

You got something to analyze
Try to see it through my eyes
Don't need you to patronize me
'Cause I toss and turn and night
You already picked a side
And I'm way too tired to fight

I love it when you walk away from me
I hate that I'm caring enough to cry
I wish I could tell you why I can't sleep
I've tried my hand at counting
I'm just the black sheep