Paradox - Slavery

Slavery


Schizophrenia, paranoia sublime, mental see - saw all the time. Regretting actions, repeating actions, no remorse, then heavy depression. I know the truth, I know what I'm doing, I just cannot stop. I might as well just die...

I've had enough of this constant battle raging in my mind, one more hit is all I need to take the strain away. I need the drug inside me now, I feel empty without it. I've built a wall around myself, I cannot handle life.

All my friends abandon me, my money disappears, I have nothing left to live for, I have destroyed it all...

O My Lord you're all that's left now, all that's ever left for me. I come to you broken, empty, I am fading all away. Change my self hate to acceptance, you know how I really feel. Give me now your peace of mind Lord, free me from this slavery.

The world I once knew now rejects me, I no longer have place there, Let your love embrace my heart Lord, fill me with your peaceful calm. I do give my all to you Lord, give me peace beyond my dreams. Free me from this constant battle, help me beat this addiction...