Paradox - Surrealist

Living in a a maze looking half dazed
My analyst done lost his mind
He twirled his baton
And turned something on
And I feel like a flat glass of wine
Nightmares progressed
Chased through traumas
Never confessed
They seem like lies
Or were never understood

"Electric shock" I heard a voice say
Something stuck out
About the other day
I didn't care a dead or there
Vacancy in a dead rat's stare
Analyst surrealist
Slap your wrist
Through experiments we'd share

And then through the skies
My eyes were mesmerized
But the feeling never tasted
Beyond good
Realist
Surrealist
Clench your fist
Stain the bloody rosewood

The room was sinking
The nurse was singing
Some melancholy songs
I listened close and thought
I'd made the most
But she was singing
The words all wrong
I had the strength,
I had the strength
I had I had I had

How far 'til reach
The end of the hall?
Doctor help me
I'm crawling up the walls
Something stuck out
About the other day
Analyst surrealist
Reserved kiss
I'm in an awfal way