Pay Money To My Pain - Anxiety

I never mean to be like this
There's a hole inside my head
No matter where I try to go
I can't get this out of cold

Trees are dieing
Life is falling into this ocean birds cant fly
Pick up the words that I need to hear
Before I lose everything

I'll find again the places where we've lost
And I'll get back myself

Why are you lying to your self?
I cannot look ahead
My eyes are open without my dream
Bleeding slowly like you cry

You never care or you never fight
Emotion effected when you're down
Nobody's around to hear you cry
But you still stand on your pride

I'll find again the places where we've lost
And I'll get back myself

Now I fry again
Before the sun comes up
So tell me just one thing
Why are you lying to your self?

Anxiety eat your pride
Anxiety rape your self
Anxiety cat your skin

I wake slowly
My fight will never end
I know you run away
To fight once again

I wake slowly
My fight will never end
I know you run away
Or you hide within your skin