PRO8L3M - Crash Test

I gave myself the writing on the wall, and the writing doesn't lie
I'll see when I get up that I'm screwed
I will know that I was afraid yesterday - today not at all
The sphere shows the future, this one is a nightmare, so I scatter it against the wall
Fuck, I'm not sorry
I tell her lies, I will go to hell for you, play the march
I need a cure, all around some sick farce
Making it worse again, I'm flying to Mars
Your truth is old, mine is older

Reflected in the mirror face, in it is fury
Under the scars and under the venom is a child
Adult problems small as the past
Child's small problems important as eternity
Big one drinks silently this clean in the gate
Little one run screaming all this to my mom
Big one is very eager to lie to her today
Little one will gladly do all this for her
So I bought cheap, sold expensive
So I bought old age, sold youth
Her I bought little, crossed out help
As life went on I stopped next door
And I was left with money that is nothing
I paid with the time that counts
Time flies like the sand you want to grab
Now the baby is crying, the big one is silent

Life tells me "I love"
Life tells me "I have plans"
Life tells me "wait"
Life tells me...

I, she, always, destroy it like a caster
I fire up Kraftwerk, car, wall, crash test
I, she, always, destroy it like a caster
I fire up Kraftwerk, car, wall, crash test

I don't say "I love" to her when she asks whether to stay
I can for show to get it later
Simple - he likes her post
And if she's jealous, it's a backwards turn over burnt bridges
Can you hear the tone? That's an order!
Is time money? Doubtful
Have a hundred and change it in an hour
I tried and it doesn't go because it clocks like a spinner
I administer morphine, and speed up with a drink
Wedge after wedge flies and I wake up next to her
I with another eat dinner and who is who, eh?
And I start to turn blue and swallow my saliva
Because I feel that I am perishing, guilt for guilt