Rae Isla - Not At All

The sun is shining, I'm in love
Everybody's jealous of the one I got
I am lucky to be here and to be young

Two long years since I had a good cry
Do you wonder how I feel inside?
Is this everything you dreamed of?

From my desert, try to drink
But my emotions run dry
Am I afraid to over think
The reason why

Am I happy?
Not at all
‘Cause my fire's growing cold
But I know it's not my fault

The sun is shining, I'm in love
Something's changing up above
I'm still lucky to be here and to be young

All this time and I forgot
That honesty is all we've got
And it only comes when falling stops


From my desert, try to drink
But my emotions run dry
Will I ruin everything
If I say why

Am I happy?
Not at all
‘Cause my fire's growing cold
But I know it's not my fault
I'm so sorry to waste your time
I really thought that we'd be fine
But I'm not in love at all

Am I givin' up?
Not at all
Givin' in to what I can't control
Am I givin' up?
Not at all
Am I givin' up?
Not at all
I'm givin' in
Am I givin' up?
Not at all

Am I happy?
Not at all
‘Cause my fire's growing cold
But I know it's not my fault