Rew - Neverthought

I never thought that I would stick around
I am so much older like
What now
How about I never sleep
Let them creep into me
Maybe I was better off
Maybe I was better off
Left on read

What now
What now
What now
I'll let them creep into me

I paced the house many miles
I perfected how to fake smile
I have been detached
I'm losing my way
So maybe I was better off
Maybe I was better off

Am I just some ghost you know
Holding you back til your heart grows cold

And I never thought that I would stick around
Never thought that I would stick around
Never thought that I would stick around
Never thought that I would
Never thought that I could

I see my doctors through a screen now
I haven't left my house in seven days
There's something in my mind
Something all the time
Winding me up til I fall
Apart, again

I paced the house many miles
How about I never sleep
Let them creep into me
Maybe I was better off
How about I never sleep
Let them creep into me
Maybe I was better off
Maybe I was better off
Left on read