Sawthis - This String Is for Your Neck

I was tired I was bored
I was crushed I was mocked (my curse)
in all this time I’ve lost control
every day I’ve tried to do the right thing
no regrets no more pain
I want to change no more shame
watch out head up chest out
remain suspended without ropes
spit out breath clean the wish
to not feel the weight
my enemies control the clocks
I’m disgusted cause you only there to judge me
why don’t you shut your mouth!

I wanna survive and feel the end so far away
let me know what I should be
you want more

I wanna survive and feel the end far away from me
lies waste not to pay once more
fuck you asshole!
this string is for your neck
I know your fucking pleasure
it’s hard
but you won’t win this time
it’s my obsession my frustration
I brought that weight for a long time
it’s my decision my pleasure
break down your walls!
you want my life!
away from here I’ll stay clean
I always come to terms with my fears
alone I fed my tears
alone I cross the river