Senewa - Life Out of Balance

Don't leave me be
Don't leave me be
I know I said I wished we were dead
But I want your company
Don't leave me be
Don't leave me be
I'm a little stuck so I'm looking up
for some serenity
Falling in pits
Falling in traps
Authenticity, community
There is none to be had

And no one knows
Just how I feel
All alone
Tell me what's real
Searching for a home
I haven't found yet
And living, living
A life out of balance

So what's it like to be outnumbered?
Surrounded by theives
All your comrades have fallen ill
To infectious disease
And prophets are telling me
Not to blame myself
But the oracle just shrugged her shoulders
When I asked for help
And God said I was too late
My home was destroyed
I was too distracted living out fantasies
Of a little boy
So your lungs will fill with tears
As I ash upon the ground
For nothing can grow here
And the birds now make no sound