Senewa - The Road to Hell

Awake at 8 AM Not out of bed till 12
My whole body hurts they dont pay me what I'm worth
But I've gotta get back to work
I've got my alcohol I've got my apathy
For the times when I don't want to think
And I've got damnation I've got isolation
Looming over me
No motivation left for me to keep living
Life is so tedious life is so meaningless
Live is so unforgiving

But the road to hell
And the road out
Are still the same

Calmly wasting away drowning in our own vileness
We glorify, desensitize,
commodity violence
The excess of our culture can't stop the world from turning
But even our best intentions no matter what we're left with
can't seem to stop this world from burning

I've been struggling I've been wondering
Am I who I'm supposed to be?
I've been trying to live my
Life in line with my beliefs
I wish I could close my
Eyes and forget everything
Feels like I'm neglecting
Responsibilities
I've got no culture I've got no teachings
All I've got are leftovers from Christians preaching
I'm always feeling guilty Like a scared little kid
Like I'll never be enough so fuck this