Shroud of Blight - Alexithymia

I look into your eyes
One last time
Before all fades to black
How can you love me?
If I can't express how I feel at all

Suddenly I open my eyes
And you are leaving
I'd ask you to stay
But I know full well
That I can never express
My true emotions to you
And so the longing continues
Exhume my life
Every fucking thing in my past
Ignited my will to die

I wish I could not burden you
With such a significant flaw
Adorned by my traumatic past

Every chance I get
I'd write long messages
To show any emotion I can
But then it feels insincere
This searing emptiness
My decaying mind

The bitterness crawls
Deep within my heart
I can no longer
feel anything

There were traces of you
After you've left
It hurts to know
How easy it is to replace me
Now I see
I will never be enough