SINUS - Dream

1 Dainty Regards
When the night is coming over,
everybody falls asleep
and I want to dream too.
Even if you are beside me
I don’t really give a damn!
I want to dream.
I don't want to feel your breath,
Either to taste your lips!
Your hands are fucking cold,
so don't hold me tight!
Don't gnaw me with your kisses!
Take off that lustful smile!
Just can not inhale your air,
not even for a while!
You're so sordid and I can't stand it!
No, no more! That's for sure!
Creepy feeling without you near me,
so be gone! Please be gone!
Used to be like in a dream, you know that.
Yesterday! Now it's a rot, a lowest one.
Helpless, without a faith.
So lost, because of you, cause of you!
Fuck you!
I hate you!
(augh)
Take back all the precious moments!
Take back singing in the rain!
Take back daydreaming together,
even pictures in the frame! No more you!
I don't want to feel your breath,
Either to taste your lips!
Your hands are fucking cold,
so don't hold me tight!
Don't gnaw me with your kisses!
Take off that lustful smile!
Just can not inhale your air,
not even for a while!
You're so sordid and I can't stand it!
No, no more! That's for sure!
Creepy feeling without you near me,
so be gone! Please be gone!

2 Edge…
Used to know you by heart, your every single move.
Your voice and every nook and cranny, God!
Your loving made me shiver, laughing like a child!
Our passion was so staggering and wild!
Now you have changed your mind and think that I am blind.
Nothing is so addictive like your kind.
Although it's mean I want to meet you in my dream!
Now you're walking all the way
to see me blue.
But I’m walking all the way
as far as possible from you!

Only dreaming can release me!
Only there you're like before!
Loving, caring, never blaming!
Being like friend for thick and thin!
Give me pills, so I can sleep all day!
There are no rules that I will obey!
No more tears, no more lying.
No more waiting for better times.
Sacrifices one sided
kill more painful than cancer!
Though I wish to finally be free
I still search for you in every dream.

3 …And Misgiving
Walking on my head,
starring at my door,
knowing what's inside,
needing it no more.
Walking on my head,
standing by my soul,
feeling so unsure…
Never ending fight.
Never stops to rain.
Never be the same.
Always will be blamed.
Hard to push on through
living without you.
Trying to stand up,
why is it so hard?
Would be good
if I knew,
dreams could come true…
Walking on my head,
feeling it's so bad,
trying to be strong.
Walking on my head,
starring at my door,
knowing what's inside,
needing it no more.
Walking on my head,
standing by my soul,
feeling so unsure,
just want you to go!
So don't…
Don't come back!
Don't even track!
Walking on my head,
bleeding on the shore,
having faith no more!
Cause those dreams
won't set me free from you!
Leave me be!
Take them too!