Spiritual Front - Disaffection

I want to feel that pain behind me
I'm afraid I could love it again,
I want to leave those days behind me
They don't belong to me anymore
What's the use of begging me?
What's the use of insulting me?
I know by myself that I'll regret it
It's the only thing I can do
It's the only thing I have done

Disaffection disaffection
I've never been able to love
Disaffection disaffection
Don't mention our past again

Jealousy, hapiness, revenge and agony
All brings us back into a coil of idleness
Why should I kepp on crying?
Why is this toment so long?
Stop loving you means get myself back
In each body I'm looking for your sex
Between scourge and vicious boredom
I should keep on pretending for you

I want to feel loved ... but in the wrongest way
I want to feel adored ... but in the filthiest way