Sworn in - Mirror fear

Id cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
I see ugly, i dont see a trace of me
Tell me its not true ill smile and fucking disagree
Id cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
It might sound dramatic but its sincere
Id do anything to look and have nothing appear

Distorted glass shimmers through my spine
Warped reflections this bodys not fucking mine
My face gets cold while the rest of me sweats
Cope with a bottle and two packs of cigarettes

Strung out
And burnt up beyond repair
If i could see what you see i’d be fine i swear
But i don’t and i just fucking cant
Im sorry for the bother
I didnt mean to rant

Id cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
I see ugly, i dont see a trace of me
Tell me its not true ill smile and fucking disagree
Id cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
Sounds dramatic but its sincere
Every day is torture living with mirror fear

This bodys not
Fucking mine

Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
Lets start from scratch just incase
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
I can’t remember who i am so i’ll erase

Ill fucking erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase

This bodys not fucking mine

I can’t remember who i am so i’ll erase
I can’t remember who i am so i’ll erase
I can’t remember who i am so i’ll erase
Lets start from scratch
Just incase

Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
Lets start from scratch just incase
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
I cant remember
Who i am
So ill erase