Sworn in - Cross My Heart

I wish nobody poked these holes
At the top of this god damn jar
I never knew
I never knew
That youre my least favorite part

I crossed my heart

You say you want it
I say you dont
You say you want it but you wont

Theres only needles
Theres no more eyes
You say you want it
Ive given you so many tries

Cross my heart
And hope to die
Ill never understand
So i wont try

Its been a while since i let you breathe
It doesnt matter how many times i’ve tried to make you leave
We’re the same and theres nothing i can do
I accept this part
And i think i love it too

Cross my heart
And hope to die
Ill never understand
So i wont try

Bad luck
Bad luck
Bad luck
Bad luck
I wont fight it
I wont fight it
We’re fucking stuck

Stuck together here to stay

Do you know what its like?
To have the worst in you glor i fied
By fucks who only care
When you’re sad or if you cried
Positive reinforcement for feeling suicidial?
For wishing i was dead?
Why didnt you ask if i was okay instead?