Tall Heights - I Don't Know, I Don't Know

Oh no here it comes again
Those words aimed at my chest
See I'd like to steal a 'dozer
I would level out my past
And just leave what I've done best

But you'd bring me straight back to my darkest day
When words rained down so hard
I must've fallen asleep just riding on the train
Awoke to find a dark rail yard
See I never meant to come this far

I lost myself
Lost myself in it
Lost myself and I
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know my heart at all

Lean close, all this history in the way
Still there's more you'd have me say
How love can be a leech
The doctor said would do you good
But it drains your health away
I just never thought it'd bleed me blind
It's like it never even crossed my mind

That I had I lost myself
Lost myself in it
Lost myself and I
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know my heart at all

Time's an easy thing to regret
As if you could have better rationed it
Given one more go